Our Monday Devotion comes to us from Council Member, Lahoma:
"God watches over the ways of the righteous…" Psalm 1:6a
A couple of Saturdays ago, I was running by myself in the early morning. It was one of those really blustery days with lots of dust and leaves flying all around me. For those of you who train, you know it’s hard to run but even harder to do it in the wind, especially if you are running into it. It causes more resistance and you have to push harder, but you learn that this helps strengthen you, and also allows you to be grateful when the wind stops! I had planned an 8 mile run, and with the weather conditions, I was really looking forward to being done. As I neared the turnaround point, I had the strangest experience. I clearly heard the Spirit of God whisper to me four gentle words but not the words I expected: “Go a little farther.” Pause…. “What?”, I asked out loud just as a gust of dust filled my mouth with dirt and made me cough and sneeze… farther? “I must have misheard You, Lord in all this WIND…. Did You say farther…. IN this wind? Can I go farther next week? Isn’t 8 miles enough today, Lord? How much farther did You have in mind, a couple of steps, a block???” He must have just been smiling at me and after a few moments of my flustering in the blustering wind He firmly repeated His first message even more clearly than before: “Go a little farther.” As I reached the turnaround I sheepishly slowed down… then reluctantly said, “Ok, Lord, I’ll go a little farther”, so I did. I went up about another eighth of a mile to the next light and then turned around to head home in the blazing sun that was shining in my eyes now and bringing the heat and wind even more fiercely. I have learned over the years not to really question God when He speaks to me so clearly, but this day I was really struggling with why, not that I needed to know why to obey His voice, but as humans, that is one of the things we tend to ask Him the most.. why God is this happening? Or this NOT happening? Non believers are blocked from accepting the reality of God because they don’t understand why a loving God allows so much evil and pain in the world, or why He allowed certain things to happen in their own lives. Sometimes, my friends, we are not privileged to know the answer of the “Why”. Remember Job? I am sure he wondered “Why” all the days and weeks and months of his undeserved and unrelenting suffering and pain. In the end, God never told Him why, only that He was God, and that was enough. That needs to be enough for us too.